Sunday, June 16, 2013

今年的父亲节, 我哭了

2012年5月28日, 父亲离开了....
2012年的父亲节, 我告诉自己,明年,一切如常.
2013年5月30日,家公接着离我们而去....
今天, 2013年6月16日的父亲节, 我....竟然哭了.

想着两位父亲,
淡淡的愁, 默默的哀..... 让我这冷冷的心,
酸酸涩涩苦苦的扭曲.
泪, 就是不听话的流下.
心,突然像寂寞的孤雁.....

把哀愁,透过指尖化成文字,
纵然不能全把愁化去,
希望能把对你们的思念成为久久的怀念....

I MISS YOU BOTH




Lyrics

English Translation:

His lonely back seemed so unfamiliar
I just watched him as he walked along
And tears just formed so I just cried
Because I hated myself for not knowing all this time
Because he always pretended to be calm and smiled
Because he always pretended to be strong in front of me
I didn’t even think of it, I thought I would never see it
So I didn’t know about his lonely back
I didn’t know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else but I didn’t approach you
Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever
My father
After watching him for a long time
I ran to him and just hugged him
I wanted to just cry, I wanted to cry in his arms
Because my gratitude toward you was so sad
I didn’t know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else but I didn’t approach you
Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever
My father
You pretend to feel better after letting out a deep sigh
I can see your invisible tears
You don’t cry over your scarred heart with the painful wounds
I made those scars but why do I keep blaming you?
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
Now I will embrace you, you can lean on me
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
You are forever a high sky to me
Your beaten hands, your wrinkled eyes
Your lonely back – I’m not used to any of those
Maybe that’s why I was like that, that’s why I hurt you
Even your turned back seems like baggage that I left behind
I haven’t done anything for you, I haven’t given anything to you but
These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever
My father

Romanized:

Sseul sseul haejin dwitmoseubi nat seoreo
Georeo ganeun naenae barabodaga
Geunyang nunmuri naseo
Geunyang ulgiman haesseo
Jigeum kkeot moreugo san naega miwoseo
Apeseon taeyeonhan cheog utgiman haeseo
Hangsang nae apeseon ganghan cheog haeseo
Saenggag jocha motaesseo
Anin julman arasseo
Sseul sseul han dwit moseubeul mollatdeon geoya
Geuttaeneun mollatjyo neomuna eoryeotjyo
Nuguboda oeroul tende
Dagagaji motaetjyo
Ijeya aratjyo jogeum neujeun geon anijyo
Neomuna hago sipeun mal yeongwonhi
Saranghabnida
Nae abeoji
Hanchameul geureoke nan barabodaga
Dallyeogaseo geunyang ana beoryeosseo
Manyang ulgo sipeoseo
Geu pume ulgo sipeoseo
Dangsinui gomaumi neomu seoreowoseo
Geuttaeneun mollatjyo neomuna eoryeotjyo
Nuguboda oeroul tende
Dagagaji motaetjyo
Ijeya aratjyo jogeum neujeun geon anijyo
Neomuna hago sipeun mal yeongwonhi
Saranghabnida
Nae abeoji
Hansum han beon pug swimyeon da naajin deut sen cheog
Naegen boyeoyo geudaeui heureuji anhneun nunmul
Sangcheo gadeughan gaseum ulji ankon apasseul hyungteo
Da naega mandeun geonde jakku haeyo wae geudae taseul
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
Ije naega ana julgeyo naege gidaedo dwaeyo
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
Geudaeneun yeongwonhan naui nopeun haneurieyo
Geochireojin sone jureumjin nungae
Sseul sseul haejin dwitmoseub majeo
Nan igsughaji anhaseo
Naega geuraetna bwa apeuge haetna bwa
Dwidoraseon dwismoseub majeo
Naega namgin jimman gataseo
Haejun ge eobtjiman
Nan deurin ge hana eobtjiman
Neomuna hago sipeun mal yeongwonhi
Saranghabnida
Nae abeoji